i was so darn depressed yesterday. not to add frustrated about everything that's been going on. i try to separate my "real" life when i am in school, but sometimes, sometimes ghosts keep haunting me and they won't freakin' stop. i have a different life in school, but sad to say, yesterday was more like a total scene of my dysfunctional family life.

kung sino pa yung mga taong inaasahan mo na masasandalan mo at pinagkukuhanan mo ng lakas, sila pa yung taong bumibigo sayo. mahal ko mga kaibigan ko, pero minsan parang hindi ako parte ng mundong 'to at lahat ng mga pinaghihirapan mo ay napupunta sa wala at nababalewala. konting konsiderasyon at appreciation. kung ang isang bagay na dapat ay nagbubuklod satin ay hindi na nagagampanan ang misyon nya, siguro panahon na upang mag-isip-isip.."