Friday, December 29, 2006
1. Ngayon ko lang finally nalaman kung saang pelikula at sino ang nagsabi ng linyang ito (na chinallenge namin sa'yo dati pero napahiya kami kasi walang nakakaalam samin ng sagot): "Immortality, take it. It's yours."
2. Ano ang nagtutulak sa'yo para sumama sa grupo namin kahit na tecnically ay hindi ka part ng aming crowd? Napakabilis mong yayain tsong. Not that it's a bad thing.
3. Dahil sa'yo e hindi ko na nakakausap ng matino si Kuya Randy at hindi na'ko madalas tumitingin sa gawing yun.
4. Pinapasaya mo ko. You give me goosebumps. You make me wanna go to AS kahit na wala na kong business dun whatsoever.
5. Ano kaya ang naiisip o iniisip mo pag nasa Up There tayo habang obviously ay pinagtutulakan ako ng mga napakababait kong mga kaibigan?
6. Kapag nakakasama kita tumatahimik ang mundo ko. Pero after ng ilang set nyo, bumabalik na din sa dati kasi alam kong may tama ka na din.
7. Sobrang awkward nung nangyaring yun satin that first night at hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako tinatantanan ng mga tao. Super embarassing moment yun!
8. Masama na kung masama ang dating pero sana di mo na sya mamiss. Hindi sya para sayo. At lalong hindi rin ako no! Pero I have this feeling, we all do, that you are much better off with someone who can swim well into your deep realm.
9. Sana hindi ka nagba-blog or wala kang koneksyon sa site na 'to dahil kung hindi..patay tayo dyan!
10. Alam mo na ata na crush kita e! Oh well. Talu-talo na. Wala namang mawawala sakin e.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Hope everyone else around had a good fun.
Goal next year: magkaroon na ng mp3. yep. ganun lang kasimple ang buhay. Because i believe in ' No Music, No Life' mantra. to graduate and then find a job soon after. Amen to that.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
1) pambayad ng sagada trip next year (on january)?
2) a triple A rechargeable battery?
3) makasama ang crush ko sa birthday nya?
you be the judge.
Kahit na nagsimula ang araw ko na 'to na windang na windang I'm, sooo glad na na-accomplish ko lahat ng gagawin ko. At plus na lang talaga ang panonood ng Annual Oblation Run. Haha. Honestly, wala sya sa schedule ko that day pero since sarado pa naman ang office na hinihintay ko, aba, might as well watch na lang. Lo and behold! kahit nasa second floor lang ako at feeling ko wala naman talaga kong makikita aba, akalain mong dumaan sila sa harap namin mismo sa 2nd floor! Yung tipong kahit na mag-one-on-one pa kami ng lahat ng tumakbo e di magkukulang ng partner kasi ganun kakonti ang tao dun. hehe.
After watching the infamous OR, i headed to OSA para magpapirma kay Ma'am Cuevas at kahit na pinaghintay nila ko ng apat na oras e sige, fine, okay na yun sakin kasi kailangan talaga namin yun para magamit na namin ng officially ang Balay.
Ngapala, isa ito sa pinakamalungkot na taon sa buhay ko sa UP and I'm sure for most of the Peyups' population. Wala na ngang Lantern Parade, naipasa pa ang Tuition Fee Increase! Punyemas na Buhay talaga! Kaya kailangang maging last sem ko na talaga 'to.
At since birthday ni Eman kinabukasan at last day na namin sa UP for this year, natural lang na may inuman! Muli, UP THERE na naman ito. Pramis, ito ang pinakamalaking event na nangyari samin (at least yung mga frequent customers nila). Super andaming tao. Aside sa mga usual peeps like Pam, Van, Eman, Me, and Juraine ay may mga bagong recruit ang Up There. Kasama din ang mga UPX mems like Aileen, Essie, Patrick, Izay, Darryl, Hummy, Jaja (and Cox), Joey. Dumating pa sila Rain, Ice, Mica at grupo nila Mon at Darren. Napakasaya ng mood. May mga taong kahit noon lang nagkita ay nag-bond ng parang 10 years na silang magkasama. Wasakan moment? syempre meron din! At lahat na yata ng toast e nai-toast na namin. Nung may dumating pang ibang taga-UP din mas naging masaya pa kasi total singing performance sila. Ang saya maging taga-UP. Lahat talaga tayo may itinatagong kajologan deep inside our soul. HAHA!
Para sa mga Up There Mates...Cheers!
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Friday, December 01, 2006
* Supertyphoon Durian (as what i like to call her) got probably lost or disoriented or whatever a typhoon does when she hit Philippines. Hey, it's just an idea.
*A case-scenario question is a good brain stimulator and a nice way to talk to your crush. Gosh. I hope he doesn't have a multiply account or a blog or a friend-friend-friend.. Biglang na-praning.
*Crosswords and Sudoku puzzles rule my bum times. And i have a lot of it. God i just want it to be 2007 already so that i can steer my life into new horizons. finally.
*Honey? Anong ibig sabihin ng 2-3 bond years? Sorry sa kaengotan!
*After reading the Great Glass Elevator, i realized that a space hotel is kinda cool (minus the USA after the space hotel though). Roald Dahl was an amazing, amazing guy. He's one of the writer i probably would've wanted to meet (along with Stephen King and Ann Martin) if he was still alive. Sigh. Must have been real cool to have him as a father or a grandfather or an uncle or a godfather. you get the point.
*Salman Rushdie had once been a very sensational guy. Just finished reading The Rushdie Letters at naliwanagan na naman po ako.
My grown-up and not-so-grown-up Christmas wish list:
Of course I do not expect to receive every single one of these but it's a wish list and i can put every imaginable and unimaginable stuff that my heart desires BUT, the practical (and kuripot) side of me screams that it doesn't have to be that way. Times are hard and so is the money to get all this and i don't have an account in Cayman Island nor do i have Donald Trump for my father or Oprah Winfrey as my mother so let's just get real here.
1. Socks (anything but plain white)
2. a pocket dictionary (i think i'm behind with big words again)
3.Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen.yung Dover Thrift Collection lang kasi PhP 129.00 lang.hehe.
4. The Orange Puzzle Book. Sa NBS. I fell in love with the contents and of course, the color itself.
5. A new Shirt.
6. 10 dollars. Please don't ask me why. :)
if i have my way (and resources) i really would've want to have the following:
1.Angels & Airwaves- We Don't Need to Whisper
2.Switchfoot- Beautiful Letdown
3.My Chemical Romance- The Black Parade
4.Snow Patrol- Eyes Open
6.Sandwich- Thanks to the Moon's Gravitational Pull (the last album they did with Marc A. in it)
*A plain army green Dupe slippers
*Life of Pi by Yann Martel
*Creative (that's about what i think i can afford in due time)
*late christmas stuff to give to important people.
So, next year i must, MUST have a job or sideline o kahit anupamang raket in order to have these extras. sobrang bored na din ako ako sa oras na pinapalagpas ko when i could be doing a thousand other significant things in my life. So help me God.
Happy 1st of December!
Monday, November 27, 2006
As for Borat, super laugh trip din sya as expected with few sloppiness and yuckiness in between. as in mapapa-ewwww ka na lang. Grabe yun si Sacha Baron Cohen! Kawawa naman mga taga Kazakhstan, ano kayang nasabi nila sa mga sarili nila?! At ang pinakamalaking tanong nung gabing iyon: Si Pamela Anderson nga ba talaga yun? wa wa wee wa!
*courtesy of Kimi, my movie buddy and benefactor. nyahaha!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Anyway, as for news on the other side or commonly known as my normal life, i still haven't paid my tuition. but don't worry! tomorrow it shall be. thanks again to my ever kind and generous friend for letting me "borrow". hay. by the time i hit 30, i probably would still owe a lot of person. haha! basta just wait. I've just sent resumes in anything i think i can do well somehow. kimi emailed me one to apply for. ngapala, she's back na from kota! weee..congrats kimimay!
I have so many stories to tell but just can't put it here yet. Yung Cine Europa marathon, sagada and baguio trip, new "raket" (sana totoo na 'to this time!). So for the meantime eto na muna.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
at isa pang big bad news. binagsak ko lang naman ang removal exam ko sa stat!!! ano ba ineng watshapeninginyourtinyandcrampedmind ba?!!! kahit yata si Lord napapailing na lang kung nasan man sya nung mga panahong yun. at si jose rizal ata gumugulong na rin sa hukay nya dahil ang pag-asa ng bayan ay naging pabigat ng bayan! buti na lang kahit ganun yung teacher naming yun, naawa pa din sya sakin (muntik ko na kasing iyakan para sa another chance!) so, ang moral lesson? mag-invest sa acting prowess mo. you'll never know where it'll get you....SYEMPRE HINDI NO! moral lesson ay mag-aral ng mag-aral ng mag-aral at huwag sasabak sa isang exam ng walang rebyu rebyu, unless 190 IQ mo. at kung 190 man ang IQ mo wala kang puwang sa removals kaya go away!
hay. sa lahat ng mga nangyari syempre light na ko unlike kahapon. haha. and now i know how pam felt that fateful day, slightly. masakit talaga sa heart.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
since maraming kabiguan at ka-depression-an sa buhay ang mga tao (including me of course!), i'm really thankful na may mga kaibigan ako sa paligid ko na hindi nagsasawang magsabi ng words of encouragement kahit napaka-hopeless na talaga (hello! st. jude na nga e!). basta. although kagabi ay isang napakalungkot na araw sa buhay ng isang kaibigan, alam naman nyang andito lang naman kami sa tabi nya math 100 or how many takes pa man.makonsensya na ang dapat makonsensya pero talaga, sumira ka ng isang pangarap e!siguro hindi mo pa naransan ang umasa sa isang pangarap na gagradweyt dapat ngayong sem pero poof, it was gone in what? 30 seconds of your blabbering. oh well.
at hindi ko man yun dapat gabi, well, i don't know how to make a logic out of everything that's happening..Lord? are you making fun of my feelings (no pun intended)? wala lang. alam Mo namang matagal na kong nakipag-bargain sa'yo di ba? ipagpapalit ko ang lovelife at masayang pamilya kahit ilang dekada pa man ang hintayin ko maayos ko lang ang academic life ko. Kaya sana kung ano mang plan of action meron tayo dyan, kung meron man, uhmmmm...bahala na Kayo. You know better. Di ko lang talaga ma-figure out pa kung dapat ba kong maging masaya sa nangyari or what??! I'm confused. Basta, please, don't give me this feeling. a heart is such a delicate thing..kayang i-take ng utak ko ang mga rejections sa lahat na, wag na lang yung heart.masyado nang maraming band-aids at scars yan, give it a break. Amen.
*Pam..we'll see better days. promise yan.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
and so, the stars have spoken. i must do what i ought to have done a day or so ago. Hayy.you can't blame me to simply "let go" or just be easy on everything right now because my previous weeks have been real jaded and i do, do think that i deserve to unwind even if not officially (since i'm still tied to all these responsibilities). So, really, just bear with me for now...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
1. To Kill A Mockingbird- Harper Lee
2. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince- J.K. Rowling
3. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy- JRR Tolkien
4. Memoirs of a Geisha-Arthur Golden
5. The Stand- Stephen King
6. The DaVinci Code- Dan Brown
7. The Five People You Meet in Heaven- Mitch Albom
8. Angels & Demons- Dan Brown
9. The Catcher in the Rye- J.D. Salinger
10. 100 Years of Solitude- Gabriel Garcia Marquez
11. Neverwhere- Neil Gaiman
12. Little Women- Louisa May Alcott
13. The Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe- C.S. Lewis
14. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone- J.K. Rowling
15. Lord of the Flies- William Golding
16. Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl- Anne Frank
17. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban- J.K. Rowling
sa Time Magazine's Complete List of 100 All-Time Novels naman:
1. Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret- Judy Blume
2. The Bridge of San Luis Rey- Thornton Wilder
3. The Catcher in the Rye- J.D. Salinger
4. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe- C.S. Lewis
5. Lord of the Flies- William Golding
6. The Lord of the Rings- JRR Tolkien
7. To Kill A Mockingbird- Harper Lee
123. The Wizard of Oz (1939)
188. Beauty and the Beast (1946)
272. Animal Farm (1954)
313. The Ten Commandments (1956)
388. To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
419. My Fair Lady (1964)
437. The Sound of Music (1965)
527. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971)
600. Manila in the Claws of Brightness (1975) (in Filipino: Maynila: Sa Mga Kuko ng Liwanag)
605. Jaws (1975)
611. Taxi Driver (1976)
618. Close Encounters of the Third Kind (1977)
655. The Muppet Movie (1979)
680. E.T. The Extra-Terestrial (1982)
685. Tootsie (1982)
711. The Terminator (1984)
715. Beverly Hills Cop (1984)
716. Ghostbusters (1984)
721. The Breakfast Club (1985)
727. Back to the Future (1985)
744. Aliens (1986)
763. Good Morning, Vietnam (1987)
783. The Naked Gun (1988)
784. Big (1988)
808. Say Anything (1989)
822. Edward Scissorhands (1990)
835. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991)
855. Farewell My Concubine (1993)
859. Philadelphia (1993)
860. Jurassic Park (1993)
865. The Piano (1993)
870. Forrest Gump (1994)
873. The Lion King (1994)
889. Toy Story (1995)
893. Clueless (1995)
896. Seven (1995)
907. Independence Day (1996)
914. Scream (1996)
917. Happy Together (1997)
929. Titanic (1997)
932. Saving Private Ryan (1998)
943. There's Something About Mary (1998)
946. The Blair Witch Project (1999)
954. Fight Club (1999)
959.The Sixth Sense (1999)
960. The Matrix (1999)
965. The Gladiator (2000)
970. Meet the Parents (2000)
972. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000)
982. Spirited Away (2001)
986. Moulin Rouge (2001)
987. Monsson Wedding (2001)
991. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001)
992. A.I.: Artifical Inteligence (2001)
996. City of God (2002)
1000. Chicago (2002)
*grabe not even the mainstream films i wasn't even able to see pa pala such as When Harry Met Sally, Pretty Woman, The Godfather series, Schindler's List (I read the book though), American Beauty, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Adaptation, etc... napaka-loser. andami ko pang kailangang mapanood bago makapangalahati. But alas, it stopped in 1992 e andami pang mga magagandang films na lumabas after that.. hmm..
Kaya lang, since may nadiskubre na nga ang mga katulad kong bookies na bagong haven, meron namang bagong kalaban ang management ng bookstore na yun ngayon. e di kami! tayo! nung 2nd time na bumalik ako dun (after a grueling 109 exam) medyo nakatatlong oras kami ni kimi dun! Okay pa ang lahat. konti lang din naman kasi ang tao, pumwesto lang kami sa may carpet along almost every children's books, fairytales, etc..Basa basa ng comics series tulad ng Baby Blues (tawa lang kami ng tawa), Garfield, Dr. Seuss, tsaka yung pambatang novel ni Neil Gaiman. after nun e umalis kami pero bumalik din naman para magbasa ulit (hanlameg kasi naman!) at ayun na. sabi ni Kimi tinititigan na daw kami ng mga staff dun at pabalik-balik na kaming iniikutan. haha! kahit nahihiya ako di ko tinitingnan yung mga mama. Yaan mo nang si kimimay na lang ang makipagtinginan din sa kanila dahil wala namang pakialam yun at di mahihiya yun. :)
all in all, nakapag-stay pa kami ng another two hours dun kahit na ansama na nga ng mga tingin nila samin. bonus pa dahil nakakita din kami ng mga fellow UP studes na ikot din ng ikot. bunch of guys who are obnoxiously loud (kung di ko lang kilala yung isa dun talagang maaasar ka sa kanila) pero wag ka, nagkasundo kaming lima na masyado ngang masama na ang tingin ng mga staff saming lahat pero keber.
oh well, medyo matagal na din yun. as of now di pa rin ako nakakabalik ulit. baka kasi mamya may warning notice na sa labas ng store na bawal na kong papasukin in the future! haha. hello?? pangalawang araw pa lang yun. humanda sila sa mga susunod (kung meron man). buti ang NBS katips kahit bulok na mga upuan hindi nila ipinagkakait ang public reading.
Monday, October 02, 2006
I know what happened to Metro Manila, Cavite, Paranaque, Laguna, Albay, Naga, Daraga and everywhere else was terrible..pero wala nang mas terible pa sa dinanas ng aming pinakamamahal na probinsya: Sorsogon. Sana bumaha ang tulong. I can only imagine the total darkness in weeks to come. Nahihirapan silang ibalik ang kuryente dahil na rin sa lala ng sitwasyon. AHHHH..
Thursday, September 21, 2006
september 21, 2006, 2:20 am
tonight was another round of usual "up there" moments. Although everyone knows that i don't drink i am an ever present member. Tonight's drama was one of a kind. I realized though that:
*being sane or the only alcohol-free person can be tiring too (para kang may mga anak na saksakan ng kukulit at the same time nag-iiyakan pa!haha). But if you are with your friends, it's somewhat rewarding in the sense that it is the only service you can do for them for bringing you there in the first place. And yes, being alcohol-free has a great compensation too!!!) :)
*honestly, ----'s revelation wasn't that shocking nor even new to me anymore. probably it's because of the fact na bago pa man ang lahat na ito, tinanggap ko na sa sarili ko ang possibility na maging sila ni crush in the future. Sobrang nakatulong yun at proud naman ako sa sarili k na malinawa na yun sakin. nad that's that. Although may booze na involved at that time, pero c'mon, di naman ako engot para balewalain yung comment na yun. Subconsciously, matagal na din nyang naiisip din siguro yun, di lang nya masabi sakin ng normal sya. Pero ayos lang naman talaga. :)
*sometimes, there are people whose beliefs you can disregard for a day (or short time only). Who knows we might have been interfering an age-old belief of theirs, whether for good or for bad. But we have to take into consideration that we can't rush somebody into anything that we want them to believe. It'll take time of course, and hope in vain that they'll realize it soon before its too late.
*true friends will embrace you for everything that you are no matter how much you fall short, whatever you lack and even if you're too full of yourself. We might not see the need of proclaiming our undying loyalty to our friends regularly but it helps from time to time to tell them, to let them know (or feel) how much we appreciate them, how good (or bad!) we've become because of them and how grateful we are knowing that a loving and steady arms will catch or break our every fall. In this world of superficiality, your friends don't want to hear of grand or elaborate stuff to make them feel good...sometimes, the "little things" matter much more than just our great intentions.
so para sa iyo, na inspirasyon ng lahat na ito, ituloy mo lang yan. at least mas matutuwa kami kung may makikita kaming pagbabago sa'yo. be consistent kahit gradual, sabi ko nga sayo sa text. hindi mo ikamamatay kung aminin mo sa sarili mo na all this time, you really care for us. :)
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
B is for beer of choice:
what beer? kj ako e.i don't drink.
C is for career right now:
if you could call being a student for nth years a career...
D is for your dog's name:
don't haf one
E is for essential item you use everyday:
F is for favorite tv show at the moment:
walang kamatayang One Tree Hill
G is for favorite game:
Sudoku (para masaya!)
H is for Home town:
mahirap sagutin..wala kong permanenteng address..parang hangin lang..everywhere
I is for instruments you play:
wish ko lang meron..
J is for favorite juice:
K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
the lazy b*tch
L is for last place you ate:
sa ano..forgot the name..yung resto sa philcoa na never nagtatagal..haha.
M is for marriage:
what marriage? ni boylet nga...
N is for your full name:
Sarah Mariela May Ortega Panganiban (gosh..pinahirapan ako ng mga elders)
O is for overnight hospital stays:
wala pa naman at never kong ninais..no way!
P is for people you were with today:
juraine, kimi, pam, van..up there peeps
Q is for quote:
eto fresh from il mare movie na pinanood namin kagabi sa UPFI
"there are only 3 things that you can't hide in this world: coughing, poverty and love". But Pam beg to disagree..onga naman..madami pang mga bagay na hindi mo pedeng itago like...secrets, cellulite, fats..hahahaha.
R is for Biggest Regret:
na hindi ko kinuha ang course na talagang gusto ko nung nag-UPCAT ako (but i won't be here kung di rin naman dahil dun!)
madami! ay sus..pero wala na yun..
S is for special talent:
T is for time you woke up today:
around 5 am..tas tulog uli..tas 8 am..tulog uli..finally bumangon ako ng 11. (hey it's a wednesday!)
V is for vegetable you love:
green papaya, kangkong, ampalaya.lahat naman nakakain ko.yesss!
W is for worst habit:
X is for x-rays you've had:
2 ata..nung pumasok akong UP.nyahaha
Y is for yummy food you ate today:
fruit salad na walang condensed milk.
Z is for zodic sign:
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
look at 'em. they were so young then (of course they were!)
and then the second installment came out..
..and this was way, way an improvement for their looks. at least they looked like any ordinary growing up kids with just the right stuff,
..and the latest.
Monday, September 11, 2006
so, sinasabi ko lang, na bihira ang ganitong pagkakataon. kung ang tulay na lupa ay huling lumabas 10,000 years ago (nga ba??), may pag-asa na muli pa itong lumabas sa susunod na 10,000 years uli. ang catch? hindi ko rin alam! ....ahhh, naalala ko na. kapag nakita mo ang tulay na lupa, GO na! minsan lang darating yun sa mahabang panahon.shortcut sa isang bagong mundo katulad ng ginawa ng mga ninuno natin..:)
Monday, September 04, 2006
Nwey, that's that. the bigger news of my boring, monotonous but chaotic life. and so i guess, i'm gonna be one paranoid and giggling girl again. so much for inspiration and being sane.
hayun lang :)
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
so parang ganun ang nagiging trend ng buhay ko ngayong week.medyo iyakan blues lang. wala lang.at least ang dahilan ng pag-iyak ko nung sabarday ay dahil naman sa tuwa. i felt so 'loved' and thankful to God that day na kahit kala ko e wala nang makakatulong sakin (on such a short notice) e nagprovide sya. yun ay isa sa mga moment na di mo na lang mapigilan na umiyak kahit di ka naman talaga naiiyak pero nung nasimulan mo na e antagal bago ka nahimasmasan. So anyway, i was saved by the bell. and the bell this time was popsie.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Dahil sa kanila e medyo namiss ko ang Dramachine Babies. Nauna na si Izay na medyo napraning sa isang forwarded message ko (na sinesend to many ko naman talaga so no pun intended talaga!). Nasabi ko na lang ay..."O nga no? Sensya na, di ko naisip yun actually". Anyway, erase erase na lang. Ahh, izay. :)
Sumunod si Che-Che na nagtext ng:
"Hi guys, wala ln, narinig k na naman cruisin' kya namis k na naman kau.Sensya d kc k naging fri last friday e.Sana we cud rili mit up soon.My kulang kc tlga.Huhu
Yep, ganyan si che. Kahit di kami nagtetext at nagkikita ng madalas e di naman kami nagkakalimutan (same as Ate, Izay, Hunny, Jog, Ran and Rocky). Napa-ahww na lang ako e.Tsktsk.
At eto ang pinakamalupit. Hindi ko 'to inaasahan kaya siguro ganun. Sa inyo na nakakakilala kay Popsie, more or less ay alam natin kung ano liko ng utak nun di ba? Pero sobrang "nahipo" talaga ko ng aming conversation.
Una e nagpadala sya nito:
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Pinaghirapan ng maraming tao 'to. Mapa cast, crew, publicity, etc. At syempre, naghirap din ang organisasyon namin para lang makatulong sa pagbebenta ng tickets nito. Worth it naman sya panoorin e.Natuwa talaga kami, coming from a point of view of a Sorsoganon, yung accent ni Daniel (Sid Lucero), grabe ang freaky, para talaga syang tagadun. Pero yung ibang character medyo exag, parang dating bisaya na. Watching Donsol made us miss our province so much. Parang andun lang sa harap namin.Ang mga kalsad, tao, tindahan. Hayy.Although medyo mababaw sya, dahil love story sya, gusto ko talaga yung parallelism na pinapakita ng butanding sa mga tao. Ang mga butanding, they come and go. Sure na dadating sila sa mga tubig ng Donsol, pero sure din na aalis sila one day. Katulad sa mga tao. Bumabalik sila sa isang lugar, alaala o tao man upang umalis ding muli isang araw. At like ko na si Sid Lucero after ko mapanood (ng 2 beses!) ang Donsol. Too bad hindi sya nakarating sa showing sa UPFI. Si Liss Angel, Simon Ibarra at Direk lang ang nameet namin. Oh well.
Again, because of Ping. Tsaka The Dawn na rin syempre. They're some kinda an institution when it comes to music world. Okey lang. Nothing so grand (except the musical scores hehe). Kahit si Ping ay creepiness dito (as one portraying the late Teddy Diaz). Si Francis Brew, er Reyes ang total laugh trip dito ant ang bandang Ratbunitata. More like goons kaya sila. katakot.Si Buddy ang kyut-kyut. Si JunBoy ay magaling umarte in fairness. Si Jett. Ayos lang. Musta naman sa hair? Si Caloy Balcells (yung original member na may cameo sa film) ay napakagwapo. Kahit antanda nya na, grabe!Ayun, just look at the painting of Teddy and you'll see why they took Ping to play in this role. Galen-galeng talaga nun. Tomorrow, The Dawn will be watching at the UPFI too. :)
Monday, July 31, 2006
Amen to that, Rocky.
Friday, July 28, 2006
Aug 7 Mon 2 p.m.
Cinemalaya Shorts Winners: Orasyon; Kwarto; Parang Pelikula; Putot
Aug 7 Mon 5 p.m.
Aug 7 Mon 7 p.m.
Aug 7 Mon 9 p.m.
Cinemalaya Shorts Program I: Orasyon; Parang Pelikula; Putot; Puwang; Sa Silaw
Aug 8 Tue 2 p.m.
Aug 8 Tue 5 p.m.
Tulad ng Dati
Aug 8 Tue 7 p.m.
In Da Red Korner
Aug 8 Tue 9 p.m.
Aug 9 Wed 2 p.m.
Cinemalaya Shorts Program II: 10:25 ng Gabi; Gee-Gee at Waterina; Kwarto; Labada; No Passport Needed
Aug 9 Wed 5 p.m.
Cinemalaya Shorts Winners: Orasyon; Kwarto; Parang Pelikula; Putot
Aug 9 Wed 7 p.m.
Aug 9 Wed 9 p.m.
Aug 10 Thu 2 p.m.
Saan Nagtatago si Happiness
Aug 10 Thu 5 p.m. Ang Huling Araw ng Linggo
Aug 10 Thu 7 p.m.
Aug 10 Thu 9 p.m.
Tulad ng Dati
Naka-highlight ang Donsol dahil syempre, nasa Sorsogon yun!Kailangang suportahan tsaka manood kayo para makita nyo ang landscape.Naks At yung Tulad ng Dati dahil andun si Ping (as the late teddy Diaz) at syemps, The Dawn yun eh!
At sana sagarin na nila ang bonus, sana libre na lang to sa UPFI. Pleaseeeee????!!!!!
Friday, July 21, 2006
---"If you die here I'll just leave you in there and your dying wouldn't look really regal".
" I don't wanna walk anymore."
"I don't want to do this again next year!"
---(as we bid everyone our goodbyes and thank you's Fac Hardy said "so, will we see you next year?" and the answer was a chorus of "YESSSS". I love these kids.Really.
"I would give everything just to have a motor bike in here!"
---And me answering with a gleeful look, "You mean everything?"
"Ate, you blow your whistle na, that's my favorite part.
---(thank you kiddo!)
Those were just a few among the many lines I heard on my first ever Lakbay trip as an OJT. Subject: Grade 5, St. Paul College Pasig students. Status: strictly English only (because there were also Korean students in the class). Result: Total nosebleed. Why am I, in the first place even there? Well, a change of heart. I was so happy because I thought I was in good company of TL Oca in Bus 1 but he changed the positions at the last minute.Ha! My karma. Juraine's karma was quite bad but in a very good way. Imagine that. The facilitators (facs) assigned in our bus were really having a hard time interpreting history in English. Makes sense to me but what does not is one fac who is SO lazy he didn't do anything much. Blech.
But despite uber hyper kids and spoiled and bratty kids, I really enjoyed this this trip. Okay, so I must have fumed too many times that day but that's only because my facilitators are really not that efficient. Arrgghh. But the kids made up my facs' lost cause. So many questions, a LOT of English, too many camera flashes, too much addiction in High School Musical. But they are really sweet kids. And for me, they made the whole trip bearable and fun.But the best part? The applause I got before we said goodbye to each other. I'll probably sound so conceited but I was real proud of that moment. Let's just say that the applause I got was way greater than my facs on board. haha!
" Kapag na-in-love sya sakin, pipilitin ko talagang ma-in-love rin sa kanya".
---the best quote of the day! (happened after the trip, while AJ and I was sorta relaxing). Haha!
Monday, July 17, 2006
*the person who gives him or herself wholly, the person who feels freest, is the person who loves most wholeheartedly. - 11 minutes, Paulo Coelho (i'm not really into Mr. Paulo Coelho but i really liked this sentence or whatever.ummpp.see i don't even know what it's called!)
*"Being Christian is not the result of an ethical choice or a lofty idea, but the encounter with an event, a person, which gives life a new horizon and a decisive direction". Pope BenedictXVI (nagustuhan ko sya kahit na madaming tao ang kilala ko na natatakot sa kanya. oh well.)
* "He's the gooey, sticky stuff that holds us together". - Diego on Sid (I love toughy Diego. even though he is so annoying or really gets bossy sometimes. But there's really a mellow side of him. And i especially loved him when he said this to sid, which i also love!)
* It gladdens me to know that people text me from wherever they are just to let me know that Ping is appearing in this or that show.- upon June, Ela, and Anna's texts (Me being a Ping addict must have shown a lot!)
*" I wish I knew how to quit you". - Jack Twist, Brokeback Mountain (syempre, sino ang hindi makakakilala kay papa jake ng sinabi nya ang kanyang famous line! ang naisagot ko na lang ay, "then quit him for cripe's sake!". or another line that is something like that pa rin haha!)
* "We in Illyria do not discriminate by gender!" - coach, She's the Man (I love Amanda Bynes. eversince All That days ay like ko na talaga sya. And this movie was really good despite what other people say about it Basta, kakaibang twist at syempre ang classic Amanda humor ay kitang-kita)
*-Krafty by New order
-Only by Nine Inch Nails
-You're All I Have- Snow Patrol
-High and Dry version of Jamie Cullum
-Girl Next Door by Saving Jane
-Learning the Hard Way by the Gin Blossoms
-My Friend's Over You by Newfound Glory
-The Adventures by Angels and Airwaves
-Hundred by The Fray
Yung 1-7 songs e mga kanta lang yun na narinig ko sa radyo at ayaw ko lang makalimutan muna kaya nililista ko. Yung last two ay mga kantang pinakinggan ko sa Tower Records uli ng libre (syempre pa!) at tracks na nagustuhan ko.
basta. masaya pa rin naman ako kahit papaano at nakakakita pa ko ng dahilan para sa mga susunod na araw. hala.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
* Hindi ako marunong magalit at hindi rin ako nagtatanim ng sama ng loob sa mga taong may ibang iniisip tungkol sakin. Nagulat lang siguro ko sa nalaman ko at, sa totoo lang, hindi ko naintindihan at maintindihan kung bakit naisip "niya'/'nila' sakin yun. kung kilala mo talaga ko, ang mga 'gusto' ko, siguro hindi mo iisipin yung mga bagay na yun. Siguro nga nalungkot talaga ko, syempre dahil pagkatapos nitong lahat ng panahon, kaibigan kitang maituturing.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Since my day started very early (for a weekend day), i was surprised to find out that every place Juraine and I have gone to was still a total blast, if not for our aching feet and stomachs, nevertheless, it was a day full of surprises and first times again (for me!). I had my first rappeling experience at the Lakbay Kalikasan office and I have to say that even if I sucked most of the time, I really did enjoy the descend from a 25 feet tall building. Mababa lang talaga actually. It was my first time at Robinson's Pioneer, although I didn't see much aside from Garfield who was having a fan's day that time, it was still pretty OK for a 30-minute stay where-you-didn't-get-to-see-much-of-what-there's-to-see-if-there's-any. For the second time, i experienced another Powerbooks warehouse sale (i was convinced by juraine, haha!) and seeing so much books again made my head dizzy calculating how much time I've got to spend on each (of course, I'll be just borrowing this time). It was a tiring day alright, but one that was spent wisely and purposely.
By the way, the third was Max's. :)
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Sabi ko na. Kaya pala ko duda sa isang grace ko ngayon. Mabilis ko kasing nakuha, ika nga "No sweat". Nagprerog ako ng PanPil 19 kay Sir Ocampo at himalang tinanggap nya naman ako ng walang masyadong tanung-tanong. Kaya pala. Naalala ko tuloy yung sinabi ng tatay ni Robert langdon sa kanya sa Angel and Demons (not in its exact words really) "if you figured out something easily without much difficulty, something's wrong" or something like that. Basta yun ang idea. hay. Anyway, grace are grace you've got to embrace. Naks, ryhmed! Second grace: finally napanood ko na din ang Da Vinci Code (na uber sa boring!). Kimi's treat. Kung hindi mo nabasa ang libro, nyak, I won't be surprised if anybody else fell asleep while watching it. Madaming binago. Ayoko na ring mag-delve into it. Tama na ang mga pag-aanalyze namin ni kimimay. I say, the book was still the greatest version. Humor Time: Kimi overheard somebody beside her (looking yuppie and all) pronounced the Da Vinci as "Da Vinsi". All hands down. Amen.
Monday, June 12, 2006
* Kasalukuyan akong nagbabakasyon dito kala Hunnybun, gamit ang kanilang Phillips flat PC (kailangang may ganun talagang factor.;) at electric fan. Masaya!
*Bukas ay pasukan na. Hay. What to expect? Trabaho, responsibilidad, puyat at sangkatutak na chismisan. sana this time, no more 5's please my Lord.
Nwey, natuwa lang ako dito kaya ninenok ko din say sa blog ng may blog. oh well. :)
four jobs you had in your life
1. SA sa dept namin
2. Transcriber (?? O kung anumang tawag sa kanila)
3. Researcher ng Indonesian Diaspora thesis ng someone high up there
4. errand girl (haha)
four movies you would watch over and over
1. While You Were Sleeping
2 The Little Mermaid
3. It Takes two
4. Do Re Mi
four places you have lived in
1. Sta. Ana, MM
2. Diliman, Quezon City
3. Sorsogon City, Sorsogon
four TV Shows you love to watch
1. One Tree Hill (woohoo!)
2. Gilmore Girls
3. 7th Heaven (pa rin)
4. Late Night with Conan O’ Brien
four places you have been on vacation
1. Baguio (yey!)
2. Cagayan (Lallo and a bit of Aparri)
four websites i visit daily
1. syempre blog ko
2. blog ng ibang tao
3. mails (yahoo and gmail)
four of my favorite foods (ang hirap nito kasi apat lang!)
1. prayd chicken
2. ice cream
4. kanin (..e wala, pinoy)
four places i would rather be right now
2. Anywhere na me beach!
3. sa isang grocery store!
four friends who i have tagged that i think will respond
2. Ate Grace
***The Peyups Test
1. ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
2000 - 75362
2. NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED?
3. PAANO MO NALAMAN ANG ENTRANCE EXAM RESULT?
Mula sa dyaryo at isang sulat na super duper late dumating.
4. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
5. SECOND CHOICE?
Nakakahiya..wag na lang. pag naiisip ko kasi yun, naalala ko pag-kaambisyosa ko. Hehe
6. ANO COURSE MO NA NATAPOS OR BALAK TAPUSIN?
BS Geography. Tuloy na ‘to!
7. NAG-SHIFT KA BA O MAY PLANO?
Yep. Shiftee. E kasi naman…
8. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
9. NAKAPAG-DORM OR NAGDODORM KA BA?
Never did. Border 4 lyf! haha
10. NAKA UNO KA BA?
OO! Buti kamo naka-2 pa.
12. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
Mabait na bata ako e. walang palya. Pero nung super senior na…hmmm...
13. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
Nung 1st, 3rd at 4th year ko meron (STFAP).
14. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
Di na mabilang tsong.
15. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG- CUM LAUDE?
16. KAILAN KA MAGTATAPOS?
Sana ngayong school year. Waaaaahhh
17. FAVE PROF/S:
Sir Naval (Soc Sci 2)
Dr. Barrameda (Urban Anthro)
Sir Sonny Ortega (naks..171 and 157!)
Dr. Nantes (thesis)
Sirl Alwin Aguirre (Humad 1)
Ma’am Genny (Geol 11)
Sir Aye (Geol 11.1 with matching blushing face!)
18. WORST PROF/S:
Si Aoux. Si ______ (baka kasi mahuli ako!)
19. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
Soc Sci 2
Geography of South America
Fieldwork (subject ba ‘to?)
Philippine Games na PE
20. WORST SUBJECT/S:
21. FAVE BUILDING/S:
AS na ‘to syemps at Gonzales Bldg..
22. PABORITONG KAINAN:
Walang Kamatayang CASAA at Rodic’s
23. MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
6.50 na ngayon!!!
24. LAGI KA BA SA MAIN LIBRARY?
Ay sus. Laman ng lib.
25. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA INFIRMARY?
mga 3 beses. Nung una para sa physical exam, pangalawa dahil inatake ko ng allergy at pangatlo e nagpakonsulta sa isang malalang sakit. Hehe.
26. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
naman! Sinong hindi?!! hehe
27. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
28. KUMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
Masaya kami ng groupies ko. Kaka-OP kasi yung iba naming blockmates, sobrang girly! Haha. Pero naging close din kami. CASAA peeps nga e.
29. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG UP NAMING MAHAL?
Mga dalawang linya pa mamememorize ko na din sya.
30. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM?
wish ko lang.
31. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
yata. Kumusta naman kasi sa bonus points.
32. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
Hinde. High school unang tikim after that, never.
ETONG SURVEY AY NINAKAW KO kay Klara. Hehe.
....at bago nga pala magkalimutan, isang maligayang kalayaan sa iyo Pilipinas (or not..)
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Although I'm going through these things every friggin' day, sometimes, what one can do is to find the perks of such new found path in life (even if you insist there's none!). Come to think of it, a month ago, I probably would have died with the thought of having no meals in between, nowadays, I'm grateful enough to have a full lunch and dinner. I haven't drank any softdrinks (until 3 days ago when an orgmate bought me a sakto) for sometime now, eaten any junk foods (save from few occasions that friends are actually eating one) nor sweets (even a single chocnut I manage to avoid) and of course, the fast foods.The urges often do come, but like what Ate used to say, "it's just an urge!" Mababaw it may seem, but real. It's just a matter of fighting the temptations and having a tight budget.
But beyond all these "worldly desires" (nyak!), there are things that are far more important than just dreaming of the much-desired mcdo meal! My friends, if ever I made a promise to any one of you to not shed too much tears anymore (i forgot specifically to whom e), well, I am so sorry. haha! I cry not becasue i am always sad or in the verge of breaking down but simply because I'm just mighty happy for having been this far. My heart swells with all the kindness everybody's been giving me (naks, pero pwera biro). I guess in times like these, all we'll ever gonna need are some right people with all the right purpose. When Hannee took me out that one wonderful Sunday, sobrang masaya na talaga ko nun, pero syempre hindi papayag yun ng ganun lang. :) Si Pam, na pinagbabaon pa ko ng lunch (straight from Bulacan pa) after a draining day of numbers and formulas.Heartwarming di ba? When a friend’s father texted me from abroad telling me that “I’m like another daughter to him..”, pakshet, gusto kong ipanganak uli right there and then. For Ate Grace, whom I need not elaborate more for it’ll take too much space and time. Basta, I dedicate my Math 11 and fieldwork grades to you. Yung manong Ikot driver who willingly took my 4 pesos fare because I found out wala na pala kong pera. Ito siguro yung isa sa mga moments na di ko makakalimutan. Dahil na rin siguro sa hiya at tuwa di ko na napigilang umiyak. Kamusta uli! Si kimi. Ang kaibigan kong tatahi-tahimik at napaka-kuripot pero big hearted talaga inside. My constant ear lender kahit alam kong minsan nakakasawa na din. Life’s really full of surprises ika nga. Si izay, kahit na bihira pa kaming magkita. Parang Priory of Sion lang yan e, kahit di mo pa makita, the wheels are always in motion . Si Juraine, ang batang nagdala sakin sa Baguio. Kapag kasama mo si Juraine, never kang magugutom! Sa mga constant support ng iba ko pang mga kaibigan. Si Sarah, na sasagot daw ng future grad shoes ko, hehe, si Ela na karamay ko nung nireject kami that one gloomy Tuesday, kay Raymond, Ed, Len, June, Es, Tel, Rain, Popsie (kahit bihira tayong magkita at 2 beses mo na kong iniindyan!), Pol, blockmate Weng.
Parang gumagawa ko ng speech of thanks no? Or parang last testament (wala kasing will e).Hmm..creepy pala ito. But the bottom line is hindi ko nakakalimutan at makakalimutan lahat ng mga taong tumulong at tumutulong sa akin during these dark days. Maswerte pa rin ako even with less pounds off of me. Kahit na hindi ko na matutunang hindi umiyak tuwing naririnig ko ang Helena at Breakaway for some strange unknown reasons, okey lang talaga. Siguro nga bobo ko sa conversational English (kaya ko nireject haha!) at matatagalan pa kong maging lover ang sine ,cosine, tangent, exponential functions, derivatives at limits, pero one day soon it’s gonna happen to you..I mean, someday, somehow, I’ll also gonna see the light every proud graduates have seen in their time. Amen.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
I just want to thank God that I'm still alive and i've surpassed some storms and still hanging on despite everything. I am thankful for all the people He made as an instrument of my survival (tama ba yun?!). :) basta, gusto ko lang sabihin na i wouldn't be here kung hindi dahil sa mga kaibigan kong walang sawang tumutulong sakin, and you know who you are dears! :) so, I guess, even without the cakes, the balloons and all that jazz, the best gift one could ever receive is the fact that I'm still here, flesh and all. And yeah, I am getting old for cripe's sake!
Happy Birthday to me!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Good si Lord kasi dahil sa lahat ng nangyari ay medyo nagbigay Sya ng reward. bottom line ay nakakain ako kahapon ng maayos. sobrang thankful ako dun!
Tomorrow is my big day. I wish to be happy forever. :)
Actually, 3 lang naman wish ko talaga:
1) makapasa sa lahat ng subjects ko this summer
2) makahanap ng trabaho ASAP, at
3) muling makakain ng pagkaing fastfood, restoran, etc. namimiss ko na ang feeling ng isang busog. :)
Maraming salamat sa lahat ng taong nagmamahal sakin! yea ba!
Friday, May 05, 2006
Pero seriously speaking, biglang nas-evaporate ang pag-asa ko sa buhay. I sorta reached a very low level in my life. E kamusta naman?Kahit nung mga panahong nag-wo-worry na ko dahil wala na kong matirhan o kesyo wala na kong makain di naman ako umabot sa ganitong point. Medyo onti na lang. hehe. Kasi naman. Bakit nga ba? Paglabas ko sa People Support at sa Export Bank Plaza narealize ko na wala akong mapapala kung ako lang talaga ang aasahan. Kinakain na ko ng nerbyos ko at takot sa mga pormalidad na ganun. Nakakainis kasi alam kong kailangan yun at natural lang ang mga bagay na yun. Grr. Bakit ba kasi hindi ako sinanay ng mga nagpalaki sakin na mag-interact sa ganoong pamamaraan. Sorry talaga, pero kahit nasa UP ako hindi pa rin nadagdagan ang kumpyansa ko sa sarili ko. parang sa UP ako nagsimulang matutong magsalita. So, pano ba yan? Nakakaiyak. Nakakalungkot. I think ito na ang simula ng libo-libong rejection na matatanggap ko sa buhay ko. Hay buhay.
Hunny! Sana mabasa mo 'to. Sensya na, walang load e. :) Kahit naman nahihiya ako, isasantabi ko na muna yun. hehe. Maraming maraming salamat sainyo ng pamilya mo. Ano ba? Ano bang ginawa ko nung past lifetime ko to deserve you, Ate Grace, Izay, Popsie, Pam, Weng, Kimi, Len...and so on and so on..Andami nyo na nga e, medyo ang haba na ng listahan ko. haha!Pag nakausap mo si ate, kumusta mo na lang ako.di ko sya matext kasi ala nga kong load at ngayon lang uli ako nakapagnet after 10 years!Next net ko most probably ay sa birthday ko na lang. :)
share ko lang sa mga kaibigan ko: last long weekend (April 29-May 1) ay nagpunta ko ng Baguio. Yup, Baguio. Sandali..lemme explain. Onga wala kong pera (totoo pa rin yun!) so pano ko nakapunta dun? Courtesy na po iyon ng mga kaibigan dun sa itaas ng bundok Baguio at take note: utang pa din yung iba. Kaya nga wala naman talaga kong nabili e. Sobrang excited at tuwa ko lang talaga ksi FIRST time kong umakyat dun sa Pine City. At oh my gulay! maganda dun..lammeegg nga pala talaga. Kaso andaming tao kasi long weekend nga so sinamantala na yata ng lahat ng tao na umakyat sa Baguio, so how's that?Ang mga napuntahan ko: Camp John Hay, lakad-lakad sa may Burnham, sa resto ni Kidlat Tahimik (uber sa ganda!) na nagngangalang 'Oh My Gulay'!, sa strawberry farm, UP Baguio, Walang kamatayang Session Road at bahay nung dalawang kaibigan namin. Ayun lang. Masaya ko nun, kahit sandali nakalimot ng problema sa Maynila. Peechurs? next time na lang. :)
Friday, April 21, 2006
In less than 24 hours, may sumagot na kagad ng panalangin ko. At kahit nasa klase ako nung mga panahong tumatawag sya, naisip ko na ring, "sya na yun." Walang tanung-tanong at ano pang kaechosan, straight to the point. If you only knew how thankful i am for you, for every friends that i have that helped me get through. But I know, alam mo na yun at alam nyo din yun.
Dahil sa mga pangyayaring to, may isa pa ding tao na talaga namang ikinagulat ko at syempre ikinatuwa ng tinext nya ko:
San k?Ano nangyari sau?
Kahit tungaw daw ako, mahal ko si Popsie!
Hindi ako makagawa ng matinong pasasalamat, siguro mas maganda yun kung personal n lang, nevertheless, i just want to express how thankful and grateful i am. at swear, di ako magaling dun. So, yun!
*you are such a grace ate!labshu!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
in less than a week i'm gonna be homeless na...and a total wreck pa talaga (sorry for the grammar, lang time para mag-isip). so while some of my friends are already maintaining their filthy lives under a condo roof, going to macau for a vacation (no pun intended), getting excited on their respective out-of-town dates, I on the otherhand, ay napapatulala na lang palagi even in the middle of something. Can't really help it to think too much and assess my life. what's going to happen to me in the next few days. heck, i'm gonna go to church everyday if i survived the next 14 days of my life. san ba ko magsisimula? ok, ok.so i probably have started already by fixing my loan. the next problem: where to get the darn 2000+ tuition for this summer? I thank Dean though, kasi kanina, medyo naliwanagan naman ang isip ko sa mga gagawin ko nung nakausap sya.for a while some things made sense. the next best thing i can do is to write Sir Decenteceo a letter requesting for an extension on paying my tuition. If ever na makalusot, what about the next days?pano kapag dumatingna yung deadline at wala pa din akong money on hand? at san ako titira after 14 days? saan ba pwedeng pulutin ang mga taong walang mapuntahan. exag naman siguro kung kay mel tiangco agad, pero Lord ayokong umabot sa ganong point. arrgghh. kung pwede ko lang sana na i-cancel na ang pagsa-summer. kaso sayang naman cos i think and i believe that this is the shot that i've been waiting for all my college life. ipapasa ko na ang mga pesteng math this summer. bahala na kung saang parte man ng slum area sa quezon city ako mapadpad.
naisip ko tuloy pag nagkataon ang lungkot pala ng birthday ko. walang bubong sa ibabaw ng ulo ko sa araw na yun. nananawagan ako sa mga bahay ampunan dyan. sana tuloy naging pagong na lang ako. at least walang alalahanin na mga gamit, damit at libro. besides may sariling bahay ang pagong. OH NO!!! so that's it! kaya siguro ako attached sa mga pagong kasi unconsciously i really envy their bahay. hay. mahirap talagang mapabilang sa isang dysfunctional na pamilya. walang magulang, walang bahay, walang pera.
pero sa gitna ng mga kamalasang inaabot ko gusto ko lang ipaabot ang pasasalamat ko sa lahat ng taong inistorbo ko at pinagmakaawaan ng tulong. They have no idea kung gano ko ka-grateful sa kanila dahil nung mga panahong yon na nagpapanic na talaga ko para sa buhay ko, nakahanap ako ng comfort sa kanila. lahat ng klaseng tulong sobrang pinagpapasalamat ko. panglilibre sa pamasahe sa jeep, lunch, drinks, moral support, pagmamahal, prayers at iba pa. ang swerte ko pa rin kasi may mga kaibigan akong tumutulong pa rin sakin kahit papano. pero syempre, hindi naman lahat kaya nilang ibigay sakin. kailangan ko na talaga magkatrabaho ASAP kung ayaw kong matulog sa lansangan.
iba pala ang realization na tatama sayo kapag usapang tahanan na, at least para sakin. Kung nabibili lang sana ang bahay ng 3 dos hindi sana ko namumrublema ng ganito.
"... bakit?wala ka bang savings account?"
medyo napanganga pa ko nang itanong to sakin ng kaibigan ko. oo nga naman. naisip ko ni isang daan wala man lang ako sa bulsa ko,pano ko mabubuhay sabihin na nating magkaron man ako ng bahay na matutuluyan. HOW O HOW? pesteng mga bangko naman kasi, ang taas taas ng minimum requirement. andami-daming tsetse buretse, yan tuloy.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
First, the house is much quieter these days because the naughty little cousins and their mom went off for vacation. I'm sure she knows how much we appreciate the silence it will bring to the house and a lot more things. Like watching the TV more often, eating in front of TV, sleeping late (and waking up late, though not that late) and less trashes to pick up. This is more like life. :)
Secondly, i just want to express how much i love Studio 23 for featuring their annual marathons of TV series everytime the Lent Season comes. I was so happy because i got to watched reruns of my 2 all time favorite TV series, which I never get to watched this past few years. Last Thursday, I was able to watched 5 episodes of Gilmore Girls (Season 4) and gosh, how I missed Rory, Lorelai, Luke, Jess (although it was just for a few minutes), Sookie, Michel, Emily and all the Stars Hollow residents. I'm a complete geek when it comes to GG that I used to read their episode transcripts when i wasn't able to watch it on tv. Ditto, come friday. But this time, 7th heaven marathon naman. I just love the Camdens! Everybody missed Matt whom everyone loves so dearly. A long time has passed since I've watched this show. Maybe it's the family thing again. Hey, don't look at me.
Finally, Jose Rizal is (supposed to be) love. The only reason I wanna watched this very long movie again is because i only want to catch a glimpse of Ping back when he was just thirteen years old. But alas. An unfortunate thing happened. Oh well, I could always watch it on DVD some other time. Sigh. It's a good movie though, I still finished it.
Monday is the first day of school. AHHHHH...I'm digging my own grave again. I hope this time, I succeed in finding the best place to rest my weary soul.
Advance Happy Easter to y'all!
Monday, April 10, 2006
Much Thanks to:
Izay, minsan ka na nga lang pumunta ng UP at minsan na lang tayo magkita, nautangan ka pa. hehe.
Juneeeee, had a wonderful lunch with you and Izay. :)
Em, for bringing up my hopes. haha!
geog peeps, dahil nakakita na naman ako ng familiar faces. :)
Multiply.com, dahil nakapag-stalk na naman ako. woohoo!
Peyups for keeping me updated
....and of course, the Mighty Man Up There who keeps on teasing me but never gets tired of providing people to get me through. Haayy.
*my forn 5
Friday, April 07, 2006
my music choices as of now are kinda varied, not the usual slammin or melancholic or rocking type that i love. but still, there are traces.
1) Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson- because i can relate to this song and I'm really feeling now that this is my anthem. haha!
2) Unwritten by Natasha Beddingfield- it has very nice lyrics. sooo positive.
3) I Don't Wanna Be by Gavin DeGraw- Just because. :) you've got to understand that the OTH bug has caught me, thus, the obsession with Gavin.
4) Mixed Tape by Jack's Mannequin- i just like the rhythmn..LSS since vacation.
5) Work by Jimmy Eat World- the song that never fails to lighten up my day.
6) Collide by Howie Day-so he's probably getting mainstream now, but i still like him.love the lyrics "...even the best fall down sometimes.."
7) Sophmore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year by Fall Out Boy- for one serious thumping. these sugars rock!
Well, I'm not sure if anybody takes me seriously with this tagging thing, but hey, i hafta pass this to somebody else. So, the [un]lucky ones are: hunny, te greyz, jillian, ed, boy okoy, kimpoy and yang. i'm really not sure if they're gonna comply. oh well..:)
PS: the following is the lyrics of a song i've been looking since forever. i kinda got 'dyahe' to ask another question to NU dj's. Baka makahalata na sila that it's been the same person all along. haha!
Stay with me
Find time waste it on me
You'll see the trouble I've been through today
We can be like cats and creepy crawly
Pick the bugs from my hair like a monkey
Take an elephant ride down to the sea
This is the last day of mine
Stay with me
Find time waste it on me
You'll see the trouble I've been through today
We can skinny dip with the sea lions
Get octopus hugs till the tides come in
Lay upon the rocks and blow dandelions
This is the last day of mine
Tickle my nose
With another rose
Stay with me
Find time waste it on me
You'll see the trouble I've been through today
Stay with me...
Sunday, April 02, 2006
A lot has already been said in this blog,some could even be redundant. About me, my views, my complicated life, the progressive though minimal victories with my academic loads, my regular sentiments, fears, happiness and everything in between. I hope I can still do this in years to come. And by that time i hope I'm not a lowly math-ass student anymore. haha!
Cheers to May!
Pano ba 'to dapat sine-celebrate? di ba dapat with a practical joke? sayang! wala akong mapagpraktisan. :)
Thursday, March 30, 2006
A Series of Unfortunate Events
Life in house is madness. It's getting too chaotic there now that people are having a hard time mulling their own thoughts. Decisions are being made left and right, and I guess, I can't blame anyone of their reactions to this and that. So the news definitely caught us (me) unprepared, but i had no bad feelings or anything. How could I in the first place. And then, there was my tita's incident a couple of nights ago. She really needs to rest more often cos if she don't, she'd better find a new mother for her kids SOON!
As for my academic life. oh well, oh well. This semester is what I call mediocre sem. I could have done better, but I did not. I could have done more, but i did not. So, don't expect anything good about me this sem. I'm just glad it's now over.
Friends,i gotta say this: I am now officially behind. Although I've catched up for a while, everything came back to its places when I heard news of this-and-that and so-and-so that my mind simply gave up. What can I say? That's probably what you get when you love turtles a lot. haha.
Speaking of reptiles, I have another bad news not concerning the reptile species though. Our belove Pingping died last tuesday. While I was eating dinner, I noticed that only two fishes are swimming in the aquarium: there's no Pingping in sight! Gasp. I actually did panic that I asked my 3 year old cousin to go check if Pingping was just inside the well (they have a well inside the aquarium). Nada. Nil. Good thing my cousin did not see him lifeless because if he ever did, two dorks would be crying by then. Again. wherever do fishes go when they die, I hope there's water there.
I don't know where to put my story with juraine but i'm pretty sure that I don't want her there in the Unfortunate events (it was already awfully unfortunate). I'd like to relieve the happier days we had when she was here in Diliman. I know that she knows how happy she made me when she gave me copies of OTH in CDs. Though there were mishaps, they were minor enough to affect me. Besides, whatever she failed to give me, she gladly replaced. Our (Kimi and I) short moments with her definitely rocked. HAha! Love you fishy-fishy appel!
(the pix above was taken and given to me by kimi who unabashedly called me a technomoron!Suits me just fine. Juraine said to take a picture of me because I was on my darndest giddy moments and everything was just something that happens very often to me. See? I am such a boring creature.)
So what now? The thing that I am absolutely sure is what would happen to me in the coming days. It'll fonna be a heck of rollercoaster ride, rainy days, gloomy and sad me. That I'm sure. Wherever my destiny brings me in the next 60 days, I wish for strength and humor for me to take everything well despite future hardships. And I do hope that someday, somebody would answer when they hear a knock on their door, cos who knows, it's probably gonna be me.